I am not sure if I owe an apology? About spouting my cats cancer in the wrong place?

I realized that I wrote about Kolbies tumor on the voting page and it is not there now. I was not trying to do anything wrong or ruin the mood at all. When I came online, I had just found his tumor and I think I was not only hurting but hoping that my other fur parents would understand. I really did not mean to put it in the wrong place. Kolbie has had 2 surgeries already but this time I do not have the money right now so it is very frightening. He has Cancerous MAST tumors that grown on his skin. He has had 9 removed so far. We have gone thru a year without any at all. I am overwhelmed knowing that he has another one and so unsure what to do. I already know that there are no funds anywhere for him.

If I offended anyone, I truly am very sorry. I have been with this group for a long time following from place to place. The last thing I would want to do is ofend anyone. it was not my intent if I did. I am just a pile of mush and emotions right now and I am full of fear. I do not have any answers and I feel so helpless. My cats are my babies and I will do anything for them. Kolbie is not sick. He does not show any signs of being ill. I am told as long as the tumors are being removed, he is doing well. It is just so hard to keep up with. I am out of work due to a perminent back injury so my finances are not good. I want to do what is best for him as well. As long as he is not getting hurt and this is all for the better, I am ok with the surgery.

I am just scared and very sad. The thought of being without him kills me inside. He has his brother too that he is inseparable from. I adopted both of them and promised to give them a better life. This just is not better. He so does not deserve this. He is only 6 years old. Anyway, I would appreciate any prayers. And if I owe an apology, I really do apologize.

Ali

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Comment by Wanda P on October 23, 2010 at 10:51pm

Comment by Wanda P on October 23, 2010 at 3:19pm: Hey girl, i know how you feel i have a poodle with diabeties and she almost going blind, she can barely see. There is nothing wrong with asking for help, honey. I know that if there are issues suzie or braggers would let you know. We have had to sell everything and down size to a basement suite, at 47 that is hard to do. You work your whole life to have a house, and we will never have one. We moved into a basement now and Zena ran right into a wall and got stepped on all in one day as she is very scared. So now i have bumpers every where. Soon to i will have to make that decision we all dread, but for now everyday is a special one.
Have you had a yard sale? I clean up everything really well and made 800.00 over 2 weekends. E bay you have to pay for shipping ect, so thats why i went the garage sale route, u make more money that way.. I wish i could help as well. Know that we are here for you and you can vent and tell Kobies story in a blog, this way people can learn from all you are going thru and it may help another pet one day.. ok. please know i am here should you need me. warmest regards wandap in canada

Comment by MeSheLL on October 22, 2010 at 9:41pm: awwl what a sweet picture! so sorry to read of this sad news about Kolbie. Prayers be with you! xoxox

Comment by PetBrags Pet Lovers Paradise on October 22, 2010 at 6:11pm: That photograph is so sweet.

Comment by PetBrags Pet Lovers Paradise on October 22, 2010 at 6:09pm: awww, so sorry that happened. Poor baby, you and Kolbie. I'm glad Suzie figured out quickly what happened.

I'll add you to my list of pet prayers. If I were a wealthy person, that would probably be my mission in life - - to help pet parents and their pet kids.

Hugs,
Bragger

Comment by JackandKolbiesMom on October 22, 2010 at 12:55pm: Oh thank you Suzie. I am glad to hear that. I was concerned I had done something wrong. Thank you for your kind words and for your positive thoughts about my boy. I am doing all I can to try to get the money I need for him. I am getting all my Xmas money early but that still will not be enough. I HATED asking for it because I am an adult and the fact that I still get money for XMas is ridiculous. My family only knows how to communicate though money. It is very sad. I dreaded making those calls. I felt like a real piece of dirt. At this point though, I have to do whatever I can. Do you think selling things on EBAY is a stupid idea? I have a lot of jewlery that is worth money and some of it is sentimental to me.....BUT it is NOT more important than my Kolbie. Those things are just things. Kolbie is my live, adorable, loving baby boy with so much life in him. he is still a little PITA every morning to get me up to fed him. And believe me he really does not NEED any more food! When I adopted them they were imaciated, they are now really big boys...that would be my fault for not knowing any better and being a sucker. They definitely own me.
I am just rambling right now. Fear does that to me. I will stop.

Thanks for listening...
Ali